Oh god. So you really think they're going to let her do it, huh? Wow. I can't even deal with any of this at all. Just when I thought my brain couldn't get any more broken, hello 24 coming back to prove me wrong. I agree with you that just the suggestion of what she's doing is quite bad enough, but for me, there is an important divider between almost getting there and getting there. One activates the past trauma in a huge way but doesn't specifically repeat the act. The other, well.
You avoid spoilers, so I'm trying to talk in a general sense about this. But pretty much all of the stuff coming from Kiefer, Annie, HoGo, etc, has suggested a shippy season. This I cannot reconcile with her being forced into having sex with a man who has brutalized her in the past. So I mean, I'm just flummoxed. If that happens, where the fuck do we go from there? Even Jack can't pick up that many pieces. He's not superman. God I'm just so angry and heartbroken over this. And the problem for me is that in such a strange way, 24 IS my happy place (yeah that sounds fucked up, but with my epic personality it's the truth). So if I have to leave here, there's no fictional happy place left into which I can retreat. Sure, Chuck is cute and all, but I turn it on, watch, and turn it off. Done.
God this just. Sucks. Mostly I want it to be Monday, not because I'm looking forward to it in the least, but because I want it over with. Right now I kind of can't believe I waited eight months for this.
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You avoid spoilers, so I'm trying to talk in a general sense about this. But pretty much all of the stuff coming from Kiefer, Annie, HoGo, etc, has suggested a shippy season. This I cannot reconcile with her being forced into having sex with a man who has brutalized her in the past. So I mean, I'm just flummoxed. If that happens, where the fuck do we go from there? Even Jack can't pick up that many pieces. He's not superman. God I'm just so angry and heartbroken over this. And the problem for me is that in such a strange way, 24 IS my happy place (yeah that sounds fucked up, but with my epic personality it's the truth). So if I have to leave here, there's no fictional happy place left into which I can retreat. Sure, Chuck is cute and all, but I turn it on, watch, and turn it off. Done.
God this just. Sucks. Mostly I want it to be Monday, not because I'm looking forward to it in the least, but because I want it over with. Right now I kind of can't believe I waited eight months for this.